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CH4P:4:Confess you wanted to stay.

Oh, I dont mean just the tree; of course its lovelyyes, its radiantly lovelyit blooms as if it meant itbut I meant everything, the garden and the orchard and the brook and the woods, the whole big dear world. Dont you feel as if you just loved the world on a morning like this? And I can hear the brook laughing all the way up here. Have you ever noticed what cheerful things brooks are? Theyre always laughing. Even in winter-time Ive heard them under the ice. Im so glad theres a brook near Green Gables. Perhaps you think it doesnt make any difference to me when youre not going to keep me, but it does. I shall always like to remember that there is a brook at Green Gables even if I never see it again. If there wasnt a brook Id be haunted by the uncomfortable feeling that there ought to be one. Im not in the depths of despair this morning. I never can be in the morning. Isnt it a splendid thing that there are mornings? But I feel very sad. Ive just been imagining that it was really me you wanted after all and that I was to stay here for ever and ever. It was a great comfort while it lasted. But the worst of imagining things is that the time comes when you have to stop and that hurts.